The blue blue sky…

There was long time i never be here already, miss my blog…

I am the one  who enjoy watching movie and reading story books, one day, i saw a child, he was crying in a park, I didn’t go ahead because his parent was around him, I just put myself on a bench and kept an eye on him.

The boy still crying, and yelled" I don’t want it! I don’t want it! Why you do this to me! I really want that one…" His mother trying to calmed her litter boy but it was not worked, the boy kept crying and yelling louder and louder. Suddenly, I saw the father’s hand moved, a fast moving action, the boy’s left chick turned red, like a fresh picked peach, and the park return to silence. The father left the child and the women behind, walking alone through the path, the women quickly hold her child, and followed the father’s shadow. Within a minute, they disappeared in the park.

The boy still in my world, i could hear his voice, he still crying… That night, something come into my dream, i saw one boy crying in the darkness, it was cold and freezing, he was alone, i think. After a while, i saw some lights, through the window, the sun was rising. Now only I saw the place a little clearer, i was empty, an empty room, i just wonder what he was crying in this empty room.

suddenly, he turned his face over, he found me, I can clearly watch his face, it was so familiar, i think i had seen it before but i can’t remember it. I was shocked, after the second, the seance changed, i saw the ceiling i familiar with, the pillow under my head and my blue color blanket.

Slowly i woken up, taking a bath and had my breakfast, i had decide to take a walk, just simply walked around and tried to calmed my mind. Along the path i had meet my neighbor and my friends, nothing much I give them excepted a smile. Dogs barking and babies crying came through my ears, i didn’t really feel something from that and I stopped.

A track which had parked in front of a double story building had waken my mind, i saw the child which I saw in the park yesterday. I looked at him carefully, he looks similar to the boy who appeared in my dream last night, his eyes still full with tears, he was sitting in the front seat. Then I saw the father and mother, with boxes in their arms walked out from the double-story building and put them inside the track.

I walked to that building, and i meet up with the father, i give him a smile, and i asked," Good morning mister, if you don’t mind i wish i could give you a hand in order …" Before i finished my words he replied me impolitely,"That’s none of your business!" and carried on his work. Then the mother came to me, "Thanks God for your loving kindness, but i think we don’t need…" The father shouted at his wife and she just kept quite, she walked pass me and whispered, "I am so sorry about my husband."

The engine start, they begin to left, i don’t know where they wanted to go.As I walked pass the vehicle, I heard the boy crying again, I turned my head and i saw the boy was trying to escaped from the track. He failed, the woman had put him in the middle of the seat. The track start moving forward, i still can hear the crying, until the track disappeared…

In the same day also, I found out I was not feeling well, I caught a fewer, but why…

By the time listening to a sound track send by one of my friend, sakura-chan(Fiza) via e-mail, i update my friendster blog, pouring out my recent feeling.

First of all, I’d like to take this opportunity to put some words about this sound track. Hmmm…. it is peace… relaxing, this sound track is mostly played by a well known instrument, that is…. PIANO!! With this piece of music, you will feel that… you are no more alone, the only feeling is, peace, peace, and peace. Close up your eyes, imagine… the peacefulness is just surrounded you, together with the piano piece…….. For those who interested with this sound track can leave a massage to me and your e-mail of course, let’s us share the peacefulness…

Come to this title… The Crazy Month… If i let my mom know during this final exam month i still sit in the air-conditioned computer lab updating this friendster blog, once again for sure i will get killed. Recently, i sleep at almost 2 to 3a.m, not because of study but spend out my time with friends through the internet, Please do not tell my mama, if my mom know, i will…….. be chopped to pieces…

This is how my study table looks like during the final exam month, time study we study, time chatting, we chat lo, this is my simple principle. I lost my old principle ready… before i had thought to be the best or top ten, but i give up… coz finally i realize that i do not like study at all. Nevertheless, i have to take it as part of my responsibilities. I will try to score, but come to an end, i just can say i study with my mood. I have become pressure less, just hoping i can get second upper or second lower class for my degree, hahah…

You will get pay how much you put your afford to something, i am the type refuse to put, actually not refuse but less…. I put less afford then i should know at the end what i will get. But i will be okey, i will try to push myself to do the thing i should do, to achieve what i should achieve. Thank to my friends, the Taman Megah Gang… heheh… they always support me, hontoni arigato gozaimasu!!!! The picture beside, i am not sleeping but trying to work hard… heheh….

Ops… i think my time expired already… well … all the best from me to you all, sayonara….

Well… first of all, i have to congratulate myself coz i have success to creat such a new blog and today also a special day, do you all know? my blog birthday la!! Please remember this special date, ladies and gentlemen, heheh…..

During all the time, i will try to give out my latest story or information to you all, although it will be quite boring i think, coz i just can type poor language…. if i can type my language… mandarin… heheh… i can guarantee a boring story like having a tea time in a mamak stall i can make it more interesting than the "Harry Porter and the Half-Blood prince", kekekek….

i hope with this blog also, i can share my true feeling with all the readers (if got people want to read my blog) and make new fren… share our experiences and opinions. All the best from me to you all…. chow….